What did sara get for christmas? >Two Evanescence band tee's >Two Evanescence dvd' >portable dvd player >A Kon t-shirt > bleach hoodie > kurt cobain clock > nirvana tee > soul survivor's dvd > fantastic four dvd > mini lava lamp > two sudoku games
Anywho's i gots meh meine neu Evanescence CD... all the people that i have school with already know...cuz i just HAD to bring it to school....am I obsessed
I do wanna go to homecoming, but not with the guy that i am going with...he likes me and thats sweet and all, but i don't like him that way...or at least not anymore. He's eighteen, which is like two years older than me and his name is Plazz/Logan/Tina..hehe -sweatdrop-
ah the sweet joy of driving...-tear- i passed my driver's test so i can finaly go to DOL on December and take it again to get my license...w00tness above all reason!!! I have a beautifull deep forest green saturn that I share with my mom...it drives better than anything else so i <3 it much =^.^=
oookay on sunday we went to see a movie...the title shall remain nameless until it becomes important.
anywho's on the way to the theatre, my mom and her boyfriend started talking about something that effects me in a big way. they didn't know that it affected me in the slightest and since their conversation i decided that its going to stay that way...
getting to the point...i started crying, luckily i was wearing sunglasses so they couldnt tell..then my eyes starting stinging realllly badly so i rubbed them...didn't help...big surprise...
then came the fun: i felt what i thought was snot coming from my nose so i wipped it on the sleeve of my shirt, which was luckily black. when the "snot" came pooling out i brought my hands to my nose, only to notice that it was red stuff on my hands. then came the stuffing realization : I had developed my very first stress nose bleed. It pwned...XD i <3 nosebleeds...
anyway i was feeling sick to my stomach since some of the blood wound up going down my throat and into my stomach.
we saw barnyards...bad idea if you hate chillen's...-shudder- i tried to fall asleep in the middle of the movie cuz it bored the heck out of my only to find out that the little ones laugh uber loud at not so funny moments. I got a migraine and left the theatre...
as soon as I find someone that I like...after tyler...i guess i never stopped liking him but still...
i finally found out that he was single after thinking that he had a girlfriend from the start....and before I could flirt with him enought I was being stupid and told him how I felt...he read the message but chose to ignore it and not even tell me that he wasn't interested, just ignored it...
and then it turns out that he is now dating someone else...she's is pretty and better for him thatn i am
and i still like tyler but im not sure if i should or not, because he moves a tad bit slow...but i guess that isnt a horrible thing...
but then there is this guy in traffic safety that i am taking who keeps staring at me...he's okay looking but just a tad creepy for me...i don't mean goth creepy, i mean nerd creepy...-shudders-
but there is a girl that i like but im kinda iffy about it...cuz i don't want to ruin our friendship...i know that she isn't straight but thats not the best basis for a relationship just knowing their orientation
the only good thing is that my birthday is in a little over a month and i get to go to seattle with people!!! and i gets to drive
its been so long....oh well....i found something out that made me die, come back to life and post this just cuz it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo flipping awesome O_O
I got "caught shoplifting" at the mall on saturday...I swear to gods that I didn't do it, but since i dress in all black and was "snooping around" in Spencer's Gifts, I was "stealing"...now i can't go to the mall for a year, which pisses me off, depresses me and drains me....
pisses me off: they have no evidence that I stole anything I was planning on going to get a job at hot topic when i turned 16 this summer Depressed: hell-o no mall for a year...my mom hasn't found out yet, but i will tell her soon
yayness, my bestest friend since fourth grade came back...though only for a week!! I havent seen her for almost a year and I was able to get out of school to go to Seattle with her sister and her sister's boyfriend to pick her up from the airport ^_^ Also, i got to talk my mom into giving me twenty dollars to spend this weekend...not much considering, but could be worse, ne? OH!! And plus, i finaly met this really hot guy who i dont have a chance with...-sigh- but it is nice to see him at school, not going to mention his name, cuz i know that someome -cough, cough- sadkittengirl -cough,cough- most likely knows him...if she wishes to know, than she may ask me tom....but oh, my , god, he is the perfect guy 0.0...so far, or until i find another one and lose interest, but at least I am over someone else who i used to like, so that is a good thing
I am a devoted gj fan, so it has been quite a while since I last updated my lj. Basically the following has happened since I last updated a few months ago: > I havent had a real conversation with my family aside of my aunt, sister and mom, since everyone else has at least tried to change me and make me a christian again. > got a lip ring > had my heartbroken by a manwhore, only to put up a stronger wall and learn that I will never really trust someone until they can prove it to me > get to see my best friend/sister on tuesday. we get to hang for a week until she has to go back to New Mexico, unless she can stay at a friends house, which I shall talk with others about. > took up smoking > discovered I was bi > lost all of my self worth > discovered that there will never be a good psychiatrist.
More later, Loves Now
Muaw, Sara
current mood: crappy current music: http://www.projectlycan.com/evanmusic/originfiles/10%20away%
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